my fingertips are holding on to the cracks of the foundation.

about you eg. I am cool. I sing great songs. I am kate nash.

before goin out gie skul ! sempat.

heys. school? so far so good =D gfs are awesomely great ! jgn lupe Muhaimin la okay ? haha . alright firstly let me update about studies .. i lost mood to focus just now .. & did all the cheque & bnyk yg kene bound . -____- lazily i drag myself back to my sit and took a new cheque ..Overall i wasted 5 cheque due to mistake & stuff.. maklum tak leh use correction tape .. what to do kan .. i cant concentrate today .! then kene fill in list of cheque information ape entah . that part i dont understand a thing . so bile dpt the document .. teros blank .. haha not only me okay .. including ain.ifah.& ayda.. so we empat dah biseng calling the class advisor ... She was too0 bz smpaikan kiterorg pangil many times pons still she didnt approach us .. so ifah dah binget kan . From calling "mrs thani !" to " eh musibot sini kau!" heh . suprisingly si thani to respond " wait !" hehe .. kene musibot ! move on .. dah tk fhm kan after she explain pons satu2 still confused so i walk around the room to find answer .. hehe .. look at org nye document and semer tk fill in cus dorg confuse jugak .. after everything we just fill ape yg we knw and sure of . & i knw i screwed the document cus whatever i fill in is none frm my cheque . hehe .. i just refer to the question and list the amount ajer ..move on . my project is ;workin at hsbc bank and every work i've did .. whoever working there or guide me will sign my task!!lucky thing at tamp ade hsbc so i will be posted there :) and not forgeting attachment at bangkok on september and will be back 2 days before hari raye .. eeeeeeeeeyerrrr . tak suke ! continue after 3 days of hari raye flew again to china another posting ! -_-''' and will be back on 15 august tk silap ... =( bleh pengsan!

Lastly..ps to bella: I knw you takk suke if i ever mention his name .. bt sayang,
im okay i've learn to be strong .& see, somehow i cant forget him . And u have
to knw this . i cant hate him too .. no matter how cruel he is by hurting my
feelings ..& i've tried to hate him . bt i just couldnt .
sbb mieza dah sayang kan shaikh . you see i've put my soul & heart
to him +i'll treasure him deeply ... & i tetap will love him no matter how
many flaws he have . cus i knw he has a good side .. which i adore to bits .
Easy saying his love settled in my heart . & i just cant find a replacement no
matter how many guys i've met .& none perks me up .& none gave me the
feelings like what he did . & i sengaje listen to aybaybay songs & lollipop
cus frm there ajer la i can lepas kan rindu.i seriously misssssssssss him ..
& im fine with my condition right now .. i just pray for his happiness .=] so all
i need frm you is to understand me . okay darling ?

with love , mieza

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