[ 9:21 PM ]
im down. teribbly down. & this feeling is worst for sure .
0h allah gv me ur guidance . =C
And btw i receive allowance frm mum to shop whatever i wanna
shop! bestkan!i told bella that i dont wanna stay at home th
whole day tomm or else i will be termenung here and there & i
wont ferget abt things that keep on bothering me.& when i
received her reply .. im all teary .im so touched darling..
0h i wanna go out early in th morning .. just after i wake up and
be bck late night fer tommorrow. just that all i can do after that is
take a shower and off to sleep . i try to off my phone all day
start frm tomm! to maissy kalau nk reach me
tepon bella k hunney ??..
** keep myself bz ** that;s th motive .
psst; dearest shaikh . i miss you so badly oke..=c
monday goin interview with maissy, eder , bella wl tag along afterwards
and dgr2 shaikh wanna try luck jugak by goin fer interview,. he said wear
casual.. he said keje die gerek ? earn 500 per week .! meet akmal at
dhoby ghaut ! =) & he wants me to wake up se-siang siangnye at 7?
hahah . den i try delay frm 8am to 9 am to 10 . at last we're meeting at
11.30 . bella wil turn up kul 3 liddat to chill2 baby w us =)
bck to my feelings right now . my hands is really tempting to break my
sim card to half !!if he happen to msg me and we're meeting tomm. i try
not to burst crying infront of him..yes u expect more frm me and so do i !
& lastly i feel seriously stupid.+ if i can . i just feel like throwing my phone
the furthest i can get . as u can see . im feeling geram and sedih!
end for now .
