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[ 7:36 PM ]

Heys . nOt updating since im sick !

bt im bac yawww =D

Yesterday was out w bella . =D Its kecoh as per normal . Met

her dkt daerah my house &then we move on to parkway

to teman her to have th carrot cake that she mengidam since

last two week .=) Dah smpai parkway . i told her that i

dont have th appetite so i will jz teman her to eat . bt she

refused to makan sorg2 .lecey kan dekni. so we make a

deal if i dnt finish up my food . die kene habez kn

so tak wasted . so she's on . !

while eating .shaikh texted askin my whereabout . so i

told him im at home instead cus i dont want to join him

on the later part when he knows im outside . cus he heading

to town jugak haha . miezachm siak ey perangai ! bley gtu kasi

alasan kat umah padehal im outside w bella . so afterward when

bella dah finish up herfood .we make our way to town ..

dlm hati hopefully tak terserempak w him .

the momment we reach we headed straight to fareast

and survey2 here and there . and after dah puas bertawaf

we headed to wisma . so bile otw there . tibe2 bella said

'ey mieza shaikh!!" & dgn cepat without checking betol ke

salah org ,i just turn the opposite way ,not facing em..

& check2 dpt tau its not him.thnks ey nabilah . she cute tau .

main hentam je enta sape enta semer shaikh !

i was terkejot2 all th way thnks to her la kans .

Den to conferm . i texted shaikh again . and he already smpai

skate park ! oke best thats mean i dont nd to werry animore

cus he;s bz skating ! so move on . otw to wisma atria . there;s

this guy looks so familiar , asked fer donation . den when die

tngah bobal2 . i try to figure out die sape so i dont really pay

attention la to whatever he said . & bella dah lari kan diri .

bukan nak diri sebelah2 . mentang2 he look at me bile die

approach . bella dah avoid siang2 . so told him i dont have a

small changeand was usin atm . den he said ' takpela .. masok

kan je atm card kat dlm .derma atm ! " hahah . so move on ..

and den ingt2 .. he;s actually marino , use to be aisyah

crush kan tak silap .

so after that guy take a few step away frm me . tibe2

ain lari and hug me . & lagi i was terperanjat ! haha .

dlm hatie . oh no . shaikh eyy ? bt suare pompan so

lege kejap .. den check2 ifah pon ader . so we hed photo

session kejap . & ain just kept on larfing at me cus i was

immitating the way minahrep bobal w naim ..
naim coool die lyn kn jerrr .. & we went seperated

ways .. dah mlm gtu .we just dok2 and catch up

things about nicco and shaikh ! =)

& today i binget w shaikh !! serious sunggoh
bingett ! i knw he cares bt takya nak tengking pe.
like hello its public oke . ! -__-'

he teman me to skewl just now . & i was sick anyway.
nk absent bt skewl cumer stakat 4 hours jerr . so mcm
wasted kalau absent . & i dnt wanna take mc aniiway .
so might as well pegi je kn. hehs . so biler dah kat bustop
i felt giddy tau . den my leg weak skali. so i hold him.
Den he asked

him: u oke tak ?
me; pening uh u .
him ; u dudok ..
me; takpe uh taknak
him; dudok la .. nnti u jatoh .. or pengsan mcm ne??
me; taknakk ! [ w the degil tone]
him ; dudok la!! org ckp dudok2 la . degil tau
die dah saket lagi nak diri2 .

That part mmg sweet cus he cares . bt th marah2 tak penting
oke .den after that i diam all th way .. pandai pulak nak ckp
sorry .. hahah ! oh gwe sayang sama tu anak ! den biler die
dah smpai skewl die plak sick . he ate burger king lepas tu
mcm pening den tibe2 vommit . bagus la tu due2 saket
th cute part is . he texted sayin this

' u nak i gie umah u .. u sorg kan kat umah nnti ape2
happen to eu mcm mane .since due2 da saket . u jage i,
i jage u . we makan ubat samer2 ..'

awww. i heart ya !

& btw im not attached to him . Its just that
we're both act mcm kiterorg dah attached .
its a process of knwing him much2 better
& im blessed yaw !!