my fingertips are holding on to the cracks of the foundation.

about you eg. I am cool. I sing great songs. I am kate nash.

hello peeps.

I hv many2 things to say la kans . its so so not me to teared up

depan guys oke . especially when we;re not that close animore . !
like takley help it oke. cus i just miss him baddly2 . i guess korg mesti

fhm la wadd i mean kan .. and u people must be wondering .. who is

it ..??? its dearie shaikh !!! sooper lamer didnt met up him .. and admit

i miss him truckloads bt could not help it tt i made such a hurry decision before

and dierr maseh still th same . though he hilang kan diri fer weeks .. and den

come bck .. oouh miss.miss.miss .and thnks fer th supprise and all ..

woots .im gettin emotionall .hehs .sorrie .=x

mieza miss you oke??

This morning . received misscall frm him at 9 gtu in th morning
&yess .. was awaken by tt.. so i tgokk hp .num dier .den think2 .
oke since dah lamer tak talked to him . so i gv a ring ! den biler
die angkat and said hello hyperly . i terdiam oke . y ?? i miss tt voice
so . den my reply wass late and die repeat ..heloo . mieza?? & here goes
the conversation

him; hello ..[hyperly]
*silent*
him; hello .mieza??
me: hello . hie . siang bangon .
him; urm .cant sleep la .. dah lamer tak bobal .so how's life .
happpier now?? enta tbe i tawt of asking u bout wadds happening lately.
taknak share takperr . sorry uh kaypo mayb to you or sumthing ..
me ; uh . oke . happier . takdeerr la .chm biase jugak ..like i use to0.

* den he .. tallked so so many things abt he;s life .pple he met & bnyk lagie
la kans . he do th talking . & i snyp most of th time .

him; mieza . i call u . cus nakk dgr ur voice tau . so asl snyp . ??
[see , our intention is th same]
ME; erm . sorry eh .[ dah start tearing ]
him; are eu oke ?
me; yep2
him; cool down kays ! i understand . erm .btw wadds ur plan
me; gie gym .. den mayb eat kejap . balek . u ?
him; no plan . wadd time balek ?
me; idk yett . i miss call la if anitink kay

so letak phone .. wipe2 tears . online .den ira pm'ed . and suprise i
wake up early .so i said la . i semangat nakk giee gym .. exercise .
padehal . when i reached kat gym . i exercise fer 15 minute jerr , hehe .
kekek kan .. wasted $1.50

but salar sndiri la . i was late . and sum1 nakk kene go off by 5 .
so jiwe2 . semer jln samer2. and den we went to eat ! kat pasir ris .
sempat misscall him . and dah balek semer . teman kan ira go trimm
her hair . there;s this aunty so fond of me .enta kenape la ehk ..
die masok kat salon to jerr..den she asked me . if im feeling
sejok takk .den die cool down kan air-con . behhh .die plakk yg
susah, psl i didnt wear ira sweater .. so die take fer me and pakse me
wear .ape saje la ni aunty .& so i just hold tt sweater la kans .
beh die come toward me and lean . enta ape yg die bobal to me .
sunngoh tak phm . haha . so i larf lah kan . sbb panjang2 die ckp .
satu bende pon aku takk fhm . hehe .

so balek . and den .. walked2 .. my neighbour isz distract me w some
conversation and stuff ..beh he ask me to wait kat bwh blk kejap ..
i already mengeram w him oke .den pusing .. saw shaikh la oiy!!
he come toward me .. die senyum jerr .. oh.my.gawd ..im all
teary ehk ?? like wadd he said ..

he come .and tbe die hugged and said
" come2 lepas kan rindu " aah aku takk ckp aku rindu dieerr
so i guess he feel it so ! tau takkperr eh .. its been a month +
i didnt meet him up .. den happy la kans .. hehs. tersenyum2
jer at home. =] watched zero -downpayment .. hehs .watch
haizad imrann ..hehs . his hairstyle sooper nice larh . ouh
dierr sunggoh hansem !tsk!