my fingertips are holding on to the cracks of the foundation.

about you eg. I am cool. I sing great songs. I am kate nash.

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first thing first . this post might b a lil harsh . bt seriously oke ni dah

melampau sungggoh!! if you're nice to me,den obvious sngt la kanz tt i wl b nice

to eu bck .. bodow perr ? beh takya complain2 if aku takk lyn kau la oke?

umor dah braper pon tak pakai otakk ! abeh nak
bad-mouth org takk agak2 .FYI she went to all th guys and said that jgn layan i

sngt cus im a flirt !! -___-' hahah.dah takkderr citer lain ?? ckp la next time ..

i like to rampas bf org kerrr ... kasi la yg worst2..pon oke jugak ! yg tu dah

common la oke ..bnyk attention seeker dah pakai line tu..btw la kanz .

to whom it may consent .. i just nak update kat sini jerr in-case kalau dier

nak dropby my blog kerrr .since i state my url kat pm . ni mane tau la
kanz . so please bacer betol2 .. b4 that,taufik . nazmi. farhan .dimple guy.

wan faris . fai . shahril . haziq . semer thnksyou oke fer sampaikan criter2

dongeng yg korg dah dgr =] . thnk many2 .. ily all =]

btw to that pompan here;s for you .

: kau nmpk namer2 laki kat atas yg aku stated kan .. agak2 kau dorg

tu adek2 ehk .. nak buat criter . nxt time .. kalau nakk ckp bende2

yg tak wujud . blg la kat org yg aku tak rapat .oke??? ni tips

bukan ape . btw just nakk ingt kan la oke .whadd

goes around come around .. kau bad-mouth aku .. bt laki2 ni

semer bid farewell to you la siangz2 .. sebab perangai takk sesuai =]]

after dgr those criter . kau expect em to say " mieza is such

a turn off kan" hahahah ... aku ade sumthing nak share la oke ...

instead of that .. they said this way " kimak ni minah kental sia ..

ape motive die ckp kau gtu mcm . even if kauflirt2 nye type .

kau takk kacau hidop dier per . kire kan dier baikk sngt uh tu

nakk jdi lifesaver -___-' turn off sia .. harap je ade look .

muke nmpk sweet tapi 2 tandok dah jadi invisible ...enta ape

ilmu die blaja sampai tandok die tak nampak !!! ""lol happy seh aku

dgr dorg ckp gtuuu .. tu lah .kan namer sendiri dah busok..see it

come back to you at th end of th day

so thnks fer makin me popular.

dah la ehks . mieza chill =] btw tadik gerekz .. heheh . it start

of chm biaserr .. masok auditorium dulu letak2 barang . beh i bawt

my bermudas . extra tees .. & segale2 waktu dgnnye . so i klua

kan everything and of course semer dah bersepah . and barang aku

asek hilang je la kanz . sbb . i put tmpat lain . i carik tmpat lain ..

khekeke . so nizam chm siakenz . hide my barang2 kat rest room .

habez kecoh la kanz .. kat auditorium only left ain and ayda jerr
tau .sebab yg lain semer dah take incharge of thier class masing2 . den

ain and ayda jln dulu la kanz .. since ayda sorg kene
jager class IQB. and ain must take attendance dorg .

so i carik alone . nizam mmg busted habez !

abeh .. tngah carik2 ... ade org knock th door !! punyer bingetz

.cus i wanna cepat u knw .

*sumone knock*

me; sape??!!!
dier ; wan ! sape kat dlm ehk .. ?? bukak pintu bleh ?
me; wan maner plak ..kk kejap !

so i went down to open th door la .so leceh tau . i was all th way up .. dn
nak kene turon lagik bile nakk bukak pintu .. beh dah bukak .. uhuh ..
its wan faris =) ... so i open th door w muker stress den takk lyn teros
continue searching la kanz . abeh he diam jerrrr . die gorgeous sngt!!
oke mieza stop it ! -__-' get bck to just now* he diam je ll th way
but dier tngok2 la .like mayb he curious whadd im searching kan .. den
die open rest room . beh i heard chm ade org whisper2 gtu . so i was like
"eeeeyerrrr.turn off nye takk sangke die bobal sorg !" dlm hati la . beh

dier klua snyum2 .. i was wondering ..cus i knw takder org kat
rest room . beh dier point2 kat dlm bilek tu la .. beh i heard nizam voice saying "
bustedd member sakk kau" so i larie la and masok .den i saw nizam !! holding my
bende semer .. cb! ape lagik... i buat muker binget uh .. beh dier tawt that
i realy bingetz and merajok! so die punyerr cute ..

"mieza, eh sory uh .meraj0k pe ??eh2 sorry.. please uh senyum uh !"
& i buat bodoh untill i met ain . beh i colored2 kan dierr all th way
smpai i tink its enuf baru i stop! beh back to normal ! wan faris hlg2 la
oke . ;( sedeh tau . so i spend time just now w ain and nizam .since we're
in th same group .den biler nakk tunggu IQH nye class class adviser
dtg.. we asked em to sit ferst la .. dorg takk jln2 ... diri jerr .. end up kiterorg yg
dudok ! hahah ,takk guner nye BL! beh ain get so bored die kacau snail ni.
she knock2 th shell . abeh nizam mengamok in sudden ..kekek uh die

nizam: eh ain ! kau jgn kacau tu snail bleh takk .kau nak kalau

kau lepak .aku kacau kau ..ketok2 kepale kau .

ain: eh relax uh ! main2 jerr pe
nizam ; ye la takk baik pe . die tak kacau kau ..
me: ain2 dah la tu pon nakk quarel .. jgn kacau tu snail uh . tu kan species dierr ..

hahaha ..end up .. nizam tarek my telinger .. sialan betol!
so budak2 tu dah ketawer kan aku la kanz kene tarek telingerrr ! so zai
dari atas level 3 .. shouted " hahah .mieza jdi ahli mesyuarat tingkap""
teros i larf la oke .. den dah kul 2 lebeh gtu .. we played team building..
so dah play2 .at th end of the day .semer BL mesti kene simbah w air .
i hide all th way la kanz . taknak basah . so i sembunyi blakang pillar ..
skali tbe ade air ..hahah! basah habez -__-'thnks to wan faris . takper
part wan faris takperr .hansem nyerr pasal! hahah . i seriously like his
smile oke ..bleh melt ! he got mixed blood of persian chm arab2 gtu and
makk die was malay bt ader darah dutch .so u imagine how he look..
abit like arabianz .. kdg abit like angmoh !yg penting die hansem !
and his smile sweet skalik ! like whadd ain called him " gorgeous boy!"
so at 3 gtu . we all pegi auditorium balek .. beh i take off my shoes la
sbb basah nak tukar to sandal . den die dtg teros dier ckp
wan faris;eek busok
me; eh kurang ajar ehk! kurang ajar ...
wan ; *turned & smile

den i baring2 th same tempat as smlm . den die teros amek bag

and balek cusbesok he schlin . aah dier pon dah gradute -_-'

asl laki hansem2 semer dah gradute ??naseb dorg semer ex-bl . so when

ther;s meeting kerr or activities dorg turon and join !whew~so get

bck to just now * dier salam nizam semer ..beh nak tngok dier chm
malu .. cus i tawt cnfem die tak tngok at me ! so buat bodoh ah ..

den nizam sitted just depan me . so bile die walked past i can see

frm th corner of my eye sbb i pretend to look elsewhere.den bleh nmpk

he look at me .so i turn to him ah .. den he said byebye .pelan tau .

chm tak clear gtu . so i said . huh? babi ? hahah .. den baru die

kuat kan suare dierr siket :bb la syg !hmm so im lookin forward

for friday la oke .. cus i was 1 of those 30 student yg nana pilih to represent

BL . yezza! so he turon againn!! and that dimpel2 guy also . guddys
[nana thnks fer depending on us and have th trust la kay .. ]