my fingertips are holding on to the cracks of the foundation.

about you eg. I am cool. I sing great songs. I am kate nash.

On the phone with bella right now , and she keep on asking me to tag along with her& family to KL. her mum will treat me on food expenses aje & aniway they are gg on th 14th -17th november. BT! im schooling sayang , so i cant tag along . & stop pestering me to ikot kay .haha! kiter dah mcm tkley berpisah gitu . even for the second vacation to jakarta , she told her mum to ajak me along . bt the expenses , ouh my , i tk mampu ! if i dah keje we go holiday together la oke. tu pon you have to wait long². haha! kalau tk sabar sngt dlm mimpi pon oke. ;) well , met up bella kjp tdi & tawt of gg to sensuous spa bt mase tk mengizin kan cus bella need to rush home and mugging for her major exam . so we headed to lj to have lunch .Part ni mcm sweet tau , both tk lapar tpi nk mkn jugak and i dont wanna gain weight , so i came up with an idea of sharing combo1+large soup+medium ice tea.& she said "sweet pe , makan sepingan , minum semedium'cup haha! ituhari aku share ngn maissy skrg ngn kau plak !-bella" & like usual , we'll gossip abt whoever that come across us . right after that we headed bck home .now , im rotting while chatting with chassy & a few guys. & cha keep on repeating she miss me . alalala sweet la.

its Chassy says:
sayang tak klua?
i miss you la

Miәzα Mαrshα™ says:
Nope . tadi raining , da malas nk klua .
i miss you too ")

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its Chassysays:
On friday u buat project eh ??

Miәzα Mαrshα™says :
yupp

its Chassy says :
da lama tk meet u
rindu rabakk

Miәzα Mαrshα™ ・c says :
dp lawala!
alalala... nti jumpe u,i run dari jauh den jerit 'Chassyyyyyy"den hug !
hahaha.mcm dah terpisah brape tahun gtu .

its Chassy says :
tau tkper
lepas tu i kiss u punya cheeks
wweeeee.
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its Chassy says :
nak jumpa nak jumpa
haha

Miәzα Mαrshα™ says :
we jmpe friday oke .. den klua ramai² with lia semer ..
ughh lia pon dah lamer tk jmpe

ts Chassy says :
tulaa
kita tiga ni
haha

Let change topic , im sorry to say this , to-whom-it-may-consent,[i dont wanna mention names] kalau terase bagos la oke. stop being such a jerk.& stop update me where u're at , what u're doing without me asking . excuse me , i dont even bother to knw . its so irritating when u use the word" bie " with me . ouh u gt the wrong person .please,im nt gonna entertain this shit any longer . u're dreaming too much . since when im with you ?please accept th fact we're FRIENDS oke . i had enuf of hurting guys in th past & now die mcm minta kene sound habez² je . hlg sabar sia . maybe soon , im gonna block him . ;) you wait n see ok jerk . ouh yes , just now at bwh blk i saw HAKIM /dancer . ouh my dah lamer i didnt met him . cus i always skip my dance . whenever they wanna practice at citylink , i will told them i rather practice at home . haha! so when tdi terserempak him , im blur like sentiase punye . he jln raye w his family& suprisingly his sedare house is my neighbour . we just knew it . haha!

hakim" oi!

me" [didnt turn]

hakim" mieza
me" [give a 'sape-ni-anak-look, pk my cousin ke ape]
hakim"rabak pe tk kenal .
me" erm ... [smile]

hakim: aku hakim la pelupe .
me" hakim? ouh . ok. [malu-malu cus all his family look at me]
hakim" kau dari mane sak ?

me" bed0k . asl

hakim : plain-jane muke tkde make-up

me"tk kuase sia , bed0k dkt pe . kau pk aku nk melawa buat pe

hakim" hahaha .. kau sentiase lawa

me" awwwwwww

took th same lift and surprise he stop at level 6 too . frm there he ended up beraye alone at my house instead at his cousin house . pathetic eh ! hahahaha .. so his family pon dtg my house and talk to mum mcm da kenal lame like that . while we both talk abt dances all th way . enta name² sape enta die masok kn cite . all names that he mention i went 'huh? hahaha . alright i shall end here. byes

[ 7:56 PM ]

Bella
she's the one i need to talk to everyday! to update whatever happens . but most of the time , she do the calling . gees.and if die senyap satu hari den aru i call her .. =p -everyday mesti gadohnye , maissy smpai penat tng0k kiterorg asek quarelled je pastu oke;) dulu bile kecik² we use to quarell over something .semernye tknk share . remember bella?? yeas ,she's pelokek dulu. !!!! im very ht tempered in primary'ies days , and she kuat merajok .so bile die meraj0k w me .i will nt puj0k her . and instead i just ignore .. and walk off . kenangans babe. bt now everything change .all grown up with mature brains . we shared our stuff together .. awwww;) and my mum confuse abt bella' brother and mati2 tawt she gt adek ! oh well , she love to layan my mother . especially when my mum turn on arab songs , so irritating , i tell you . arab song 24 hours .. i feel like my house dah chm kt arab street and this bella lagi leh join in the gang with mum . bagos la korg . whatever it is .. i treasured her th most .

Maiisy
i already miss her noisy'ness! i miss seeing her doing irritating faces and accesive sound! i love to hear her singing :) merdu skali. she's a happy-go-lucky lady , seeing her just erase all my whatever that's botherin me , or shud i say -stress free. and die suke disturb abg aku dulu , right ? she'll team up with farah for that . i love you , maissy.

Chassy
I miss chillin with her and dgr story² die. ! her attitude dgn maissy lebih kurang same . they're like siblings . The last time i met her sblum 2 weeks of raye and she's busy kemas2 umah . Meet up soon syg .!! nk hug²

Lia
Not forgettin ,Liaaaaa! its been months i didnt met her. last was when we;re celebrating her 18th bday , she's bz with werking , i guess . friday nite liaaa, i wanna jmpe u ! missing her pretty much toooo, syg , bella rindu you jugak tau!... haha,aniways ... she'll love to joke ard with bella abt me! rmber abt the geylang rimas / lemas ?? suke korg kacau aku ?? hahah . aniways, mieza saayaaaang lia.

Ifah & Seri

ouh & this two wedding model. ifah & seri .. , for ifah get well soon and jmpe di skola oke . she is so bechok and now cus die saket ,mc for 1 week .we always felt someone missing ... get well soooooooooooon syg ;) for seri , maissy rindu her so much , i knw . ! hahaha& i miss seing her buying biscuit frm my store . and hv a break together with maissy skali . and the kecohness at locker room semer . nt fergeting when i actually in charge of cafe , and always gt free fd when doing closing . like cakes yg tk habez jual semer .i will have to buang those to bin . sayang kn ? so i called up maissy and maissy bring along seri to makan those cakes . & we ate cepat2 cus tkt manager masok . and maissy si pandai ni , gie buat ice lemon tea ,she put sugar packet instead of sugar syrup . haha .and i didnt knw that die dah letak sugar packet which she shuldnt have suppose to and i add in sugar syrup . so jdi air kecing manis . haha threw and buat lagi . told u . company tu ade share w me . hahaha dah la dtg lmbt . makan semer cekop dari store ...

I MISS YOU ALL !

Lastly , shaikh al aswad ! x-bf we're friends now ;) though he always hurt me in th past, i still care for him oke. & i knw he;s perangai burok and all. bt i kept seeing his good side . and adore it . pathetic eh mieza . ?? bt i just wanna let you knw , shaikh , if you happen to stumble here i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuu sooo much . ouh i miss your scooby doo jokes .-.- and l8 night calls .

Enuf 0f missing . i wanna update abt sch .... ifah was sick , so left with ain , min and ayda + me . and always min gt th wrong msg .. die asek headache je la frm dulu till now , lain aku ckp , lain yg die ckp . like when i said P.I.E , he said T.P.E . ahaha

min : mieza. ayda nk beli ape ?? aku blanje .

ayda tk lyn while i lynkn

mieza: erm , sneakers , mars ,semerla ! aku lapar ni . haha!

den min heard wrongly and he said

min : skitters ? ade colour hijau tau . masam kan .

mieza: mane ade snicker colour hijau sia min , snicker kn brown .
min : otak kau . kau tngok

me: ni skittles pantat!aku nk snickers
min ; ouh . hahahah .snickers tkde .

0ke la . i wanna end here , dah ngantok already . bye.

[ 8:23 PM ]

these are the overdue pics for the previous post .there's more actually bt im simply lazy to browse again and again for the rest of th pics .

Miezamarsha!

someone suke take pichers dlm senyap².
credit to Alep aniways .. gees.
1stpic -i was lookin @ his mum buat hias bunge
2nd pics- beeeeeeppp: msg receive frm sis to meet at bed0k !